iS aBoUt mE & OnLy Me...

2010-03-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl.

is been a long time since jan till now i nv blog already
life is the same
but what i notice is that my frenz around me has been changing alot
sigh...
dunno whether they still remb me anot lor...
haiz...
moreover i am not gonna blog anymore.
so if any1 wan to tok to me or find me...
look for me at facebook or email to me.
my email is: annelau20032003@yahoo.com.sg
GOOD BYE!

2010-01-22T10:38:00.002+08:00

Today is 22th january... is my dear bday..
=)
me now at work but yet can blog.. hahaha
cause i am using my laptop ma.
=)
ytd when home at about 12+ cause send dear fren to clinic to take MC.
due to some reason ma...
so ya..
=)
feeling really very tired now sia...
=(
ok la.
tats about it for now...

2010-01-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody....
is been so long since i am back to blog... guess is about 4months +.. i dunno also. haha.... Been working almost everyday. haha... just finish my ite course... as in nitec 1-8 ... stressful sia.. now gonna take diploma in beauty specialist in march... again another stressful ting... Work load has not been lesser down but is even more... so ya... u guys should know how i feel den. hahah... anyway me tis few days at ite dover having short course but finishing this thurs already. At last! hahaha....

Actually i kind of happy now. Seriously is true. Cause i feel that there is an challange for me & also there is a guide for me in my future. So i am not currently lost in my own world. Lastly, is that my parents accept my bf. So ya... hopefully we will get marry but dunno when also. hahha....

tats should be about it for now... till i will blog again den.. nite

2009-11-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl...
i am back again
hehe
sorry for not blogging for so so long
been busy workin & hanging out wif my bf
hehe
happy to work wif him
love him so much
but just time there is some misunderstanding
so ya
we will do some time fight lor
hehehe
emm...
my exam is near
damn
i am so so stress sia
sigh...
tats about it la...
byeee

2009-09-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

Fun!!!
Today i had a great time wif my new frenz
hehe
went to watch movie wif xiao yun, pearl, paul, choong, eric & his gf.
went to watch movie at iluma
is a nice place to explore
hehehe
=)

miss my dear so much
2 more days & he is back in sg
hehehehe
gonna have a good time wif him again
:p
love u so much dear...

2009-09-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..
u guys believe the tag???
if u believe den is up to u.
cause i know tat i nv did it.
so since u ppl wanna believe it den dun ask me any question!
I AM FUCKING NOT GONNA ENTERTAIN IT!
since is not true at all.
Tats all for now
GOOD BYE!

2009-09-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

Happy bday to myself
=)
i am finially i am 19 already
hehe
sigh
i can't celebrate wif my hubby & my gf
haiz...
nvm
they both own me a gift
hehehe
just kidding la
is ok about it
2mor still got to work also
:)
so see how 2mor
so ya
got to go now
chattin wif my hubby nw
love ya
muacks

2009-09-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

Sigh..
dear pls trust me k
i nv had any feelings for other student
they are just my frenz
my close frenz
i love u so much dear
and they know about tat
dear...
u are the only guy i love & i wan to be wif.
trust me k
i love u so much dear...
.......................
friday my bday
my 19th bday
i am not so excitied about it
my dear is not wif me to celebrate
sigh...
work is good for me now
everyting when smooth now
hehe...
i loving it
=)
ok tat all for now
love u ppl
bye...

2009-09-06T02:57:00.002+08:00

5 more days to my bday
my 19th bday
hehe
=)
i guess i am not celebrating wif bday tis yr
u know why?
cause i dunno who to celebrate wif????
my parents?? No. cause they dun celebrate my bday at all.
my dear?? No. He is still at london.
frenz?? guess no 1 even remb it.
so ya...
guess is just like normal day lor
morning go to work den night back home
tats all...
is ok.
i am already use to it. so is fine
......................................................................
ytd night was a very horrible night for me
due to some reason
i cry the whole night. even till i fall asleep.
imainging today my eyes was so swollon.
is like omg la
regret of crying too much but i can't stop it also
haiz...
.....................................................................
anyway dear....
no matter wat i always love u.
no matter wat ever maru say about me or wat
she is nothing better than me too.
so just let her fuck off.
sorry if i hurt u by saying tis about her.
i love u dear.
let me ask u tis over here...
DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?
DO YOU REALLY WANNA MARRY ME?
tag me wif your answer dear.
muacks
bye....

2009-09-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Back to work already
feeling better now
happy to be back
miss my frenz
hehe
=)
emmm....
miss my dear so much also
ytd had a great time chatting wif him
hehe
time fly fast
his is coming back in less than 2 weeks time
yes ah!
=)

SICK

2009-08-31T11:22:00.000+08:00

Ytd was my off day but i nv go back to shop & learn
as i am sick
so ya...
but i got back for meeting
today suppose to work but i nv go
cause of fever & sore throat
gonna consult a doctor later
sigh
:(
how i wish dear is beside me
to take care of me
..................................

anyway frankly speaking
i am really stress & lost
i dunno how to pass my hairstyling module 1-8
paperwork is killing me
i dun really know how to do it
& wat actually they want.
tats why i have been avoiding it
sigh
now is time to really settle it
once 2mor i go to work
i MUST DO IT!
haiz...
hope i can do it & hand in asap
:(

2009-08-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

been really busy lately
very tired sia
i miss my dear so much
anyway i am looking for models for my hair cut, perming, colouring
any1 can help me?
hair lenght is till about shoulder.
3 more weeks my dear will be back
=)
but the bad tings is tat 3 more mths and i am having my nitec hairstyling exam
sigh
stress!

2009-08-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

I HATE IT!
THAT IT!
GOOD BYE!

2009-08-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today after work when to meet arifah at tamp for dinner
& also to celebrate her 19th bday
=)
have so much fun talkin to her
miss her alot
today hubby told me tat he is sick
sigh
worry about him
dunno he got eat medicine anot
got take good care of himself anot
4more weeks & he is back
3more weeks to my bday
hehehe....

ok la
tats about it for today
chatting wif hubby now
love u hubby
take good care k
miss u
muacks
good nite.

2009-08-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

Theory lesson start today
is kind of cool & fun
hehe
only first lesson ma
hahaha...
now i got new frenz
:P
name pearl, wind, terrence, poh & hydo
all are my sch frenz
=)

work recently have been very very busy
as it is a new shop ma
so got alot of tings to pack & unpack
alot of things to do
so ya...
everyday got to work night
but lots of laughter too
=)

1 more month and dear is coming back
ya...
time has past fast.
from june he left & now is already august
& he is back in 1mths time
happy??
of course i am
but also scare
cause i am not up to his standard of hairstyling
so ya
sigh..
really got to buckup in my learning skill
wish me luck ppl
good nite
love u dear
muacks

2009-08-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Currently there is this new course called, ITEC Diploma in Holistic Massage
is basically like abit of physo..
kind of la..
u can do a research on it
the course is $1500
exam fee $300
misc fee $50
got SDF subsidy
is a international cert
=)
do tag me if u are interested

next week i start my theory lesson already
gonna be so busy
i now everyday at new job
been almost a week nv touch hair already
sigh
scare i 4get all the stuff sia
emm...
tats all for now
got to go sleep already
2mor i open shop sia
and i am bring my laptop
yes!!!
hehe..
i can online:P
dear...
now i only can chat wif u on weekends
as weekends den i can go home on time
i love u dear
u take good care k
miss u
muacks.

2009-08-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

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dear...
i love u
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2009-08-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

tis few days kind of tired but i am happy
cause i play wif gal gal & kat
hahaha
my life getting fine now
in the shop alot of ppl miss dear
today they wanna pack locker stuff
den they ask me to pack dear stuff cause he is my bf
tats why i got to pack for him
sigh
so messy sia
at least kat help me pack also
hehehehe
=)
6+ weeks & he will be back
happy sia

2009-08-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

lately been busy workin at new shop
emm...
can say me not busy la
haha
just sit there & look at 4 walls
:P
emm...
now adays nv get to practice my hair stuff
sigh
miss my hair doing
hehe
actually can say tat i love doing it
& also miss my frenz over there
can joke & learn ma
hehe
so ya..
anyway new shop is located at 100 Eu Tong Sen Street, Pearl Centre #03-19
can come & look for me for hair do
hehehe
emm....
gonna save money now
sigh
tis sunday is national day
but got to work
haiz...
if i am working wif kat i will be happy
but currently i am not lei
sigh
i wan to work wif my 'mom' hahaha
as wat i call kat sometimes
hehehe

arifah bday is coming..
planning to meet her soon for dinner or wat to celebrate her bday.
haven tell her about it

soon dear is coming back
1 & half mths to go...
my bday is coming..
who am i gonna celebrate wif?
or am i not celebrate since i am alone?
i dunno
:(
how i wish dear can celebrate wif me
but is inpossible
sigh
any belated celebration for me dear??

tats all for now
good nite ppl
=)

2009-08-03T01:39:00.001+08:00

I LOVE U HUBBY!!!
muacks...

2009-07-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

today my godmother when for eye tatoo
damn scarly la
is so painfull lor
feel pain for her
she bought for me and kat durian sia
yummy
thanz godmother
hehehe...
emm..
dear..
i miss u badly
i today dream of u come back already
sigh...
love u hubby

2009-07-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finailly!
I have finailly cut a human hair!!!
i cut uniform layer today
was damn scare but steady
hehe
was so happy sia
finally i can feel the real ting
hehehe
=)
miss dear so much
few days nv chat wif him already
dunno how is he
dear... have u recieve the money?
ur mom keep askin me.
miss u hubby

2009-07-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

emm...
wat am i gonna blog today?
kind of getting use to work at hubby shop already
now everyting goes smooth & well
just need to practice more on my cutting
wash not bad already.
blow okok lor
setting still abit slow. Timing half an hour
hehe..
paper work doing well
today after work went home wif hubby mom
she ask me whether i am use to it already anot
she say i am a fast learner
only there for almost 2 week & i already do quite well
but i am still not satisfie lor
i feel so disappointed sia
emm..
i guess my expectation for myself is not up to standard yet
i am scare that once dear is back i will damn stress up
cause i might not be able to catch up or not up to his standard tat he wants.
sigh...
but i am very happy & enjoy alot working wif kat, terrence, xiao yun (student), manzhen (dunno the correct spelling) hehe...
they are so funny lor
we always joke but we are very serious during our own practice.
eachday got new student coming in to learn
sometimes i got to go professional side to wash customer hair
so weird lor
me still a student but go to professional side to wash customer hair.
today went to professional side wash a person hair den after tat straighten her hair
first time sia.. slight burn on my hand sia.
sigh...
today feel ok but got a slight headach.
guess i really need a break. gonna rest already
....
now my life is in the shop already
my future, dream, stable career, marriage..
is in the shop & to my future husband (if possible lor)
hehe..
so gonna put in my heart & soul to do well
wish me luck...
i love u hubby
muacks.

2009-07-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Emm...
gonna stop blogging for sometime
just dun feel like blogging
as i really have nothing to blog about
life is just as per normal
love life??
frenz? all busy.
i now is work & go home. Thats all.
boring life now
no where to go
no 1 to hang out with
is so damn boring to come home
sigh
ya.. thats about it la.
anyway pls do spread the news...
wash & blow - $3
cut - $6
colour - $20+
do give me a call or sms me when u wanna do ur hair.
97778734
THANK YOU!
=)

2009-07-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

FUCK LA
wats wrong wif u ah
i come home early but nv bring key also must get scolding from u
nv do anyting wrong and yet u must shout at me?
wat the fuck u wan sia...
u bad mood den must vent ur anger on me ah?
fuck u la..
maid sick den ask me to sleep early la. ask her not to drink cold water la
why must put all the blam on me? just because of that stupid key?
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(

2009-07-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

I love my dear too..
dear...
i feel that you had change alot since u when to london
but is it true will have to see when u are back.
work as a hairstylies is cool & stress sometimes
so ya..
me learning cut hair now
is so difficult lor. Sigh.
Really got to practice alot.
sigh.

2009-07-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

19/07/09
1 yr 1 mth anniversary with my dear
love him so much
i trutly love him also
i already make him as my future husband.
time has past fast. he left for london for 1 mth already
soon he is coming back.
miss him so badly
pls come back safely.

2009-07-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

My phone spoilt
argh...
all my contacts lost already sia
damn!
so bought a new phone
haiz..
broke already
dunno whether my bank money is enough for me till i get my pay
somemore dunno when is my pay for my new job sia
haiz...
damn!
:(
today work not bad
i now gonna learn blow dry & colouring
cool huh?
but is damn difficult la
so many things to learn each day
sigh...
but i am happy to work there
is fun to learn new stuff & also make frenz wif the ppl that i like.
hehehe...
i love u sebastian hubby

2009-07-16T21:47:00.001+08:00

1 word, sad!
very very dissapointed!
good bye!

2009-07-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

First day at my brand new work place.
1 word, Cool.
haha...
emm...
kind of feel weird, stress, pressure.
is like... a brand new things that i really have to learn
make frenz wif it
so ya..
my timing is 9.30-3pm (learn the module & include lunch break)
3-7.30pm (paperwork, admin & more)
no off day from now till exam time
sigh.
i dunno whether i can cope anot?
stress me up the most is the exam... i dunno whether i can make it anot. as it is really very hard for me. haiz...
2mor is another day again
2mor got to go WDA to sumit form den go to work
:(
sigh...
i miss my dear alot.
talk about him today at work.
his student, terence keep bully me sia
haha... but he is funny & he teach me too
=)
thanz kat also. she will be my mentor for all my module.
today started to learn hairwash & abit of setting.
today i got to wash 2 ppl hair!!!!
yes ah!!
cool man
=)
wash chong & a customer hair
was scare & nervous
but still have long way to learn & improve on lor...
sigh...
slowly day by day i got alot of things to do, learn, remb....
sigh...
stress!
now i know how dear feel at work.
haiz....

2009-07-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

today went back to work & help
all of them shock sia
hahaha...
nth much to update about work

dear is sick
sigh
:(
feel bad that he is lonely & sick over there
& i can't do anyting to help him or take care of him
i am so sorry dear
pls do take good care of urself k
i am worry about u
:(

2009-07-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Life is so boring now... I feel so lonely & upset.
after dear left for london, life is so boring without him
no 1 to chat with, no 1 to go out wif
is totally different now
i am so sad & lost
now adays after work i go home
off day say at home or go work place & slack
is totally boring at all.
although i got my frenz but they are all so busy with their own life
even thought example like last week i went out wif arifah & erna for ndp
i dun feel that much happy & exciting
as is not like use to be before
the feeling is not there anymore
i just wan him to be back here
although i look happy in front of him in cam or in front of my work frenz & own fren
but deep down in my heart i feel sad, stress, hurtful
:(
seriously... i nv had this kind of feeling before.
i guess i am very fall in a deep relationship
this few days after work i went home, otw home i see coupls...
they are so loving
=(
i feel sad!
i really miss him alot
although i dun share it but deep down in my heart i keep crying non stop
i am jealous of ppl which there stead dun need to travel oversea to study or wat.
when i was otw home just now, i suddenly think of dear again
miss those day where we always go to, wat we always talk about, joke & laugh about,
hang out wif frankie, go to his shop, fight about...
miss all those moments.
seriouslly..
my life change alot since he left for london
is like i have no where else to go without him wif me.
either i stay at home or i go work thats all.
thats my life for now.
even i am at home, wat i can do only is to watch tv or go online to see if he is there.
life suck big time!
i hate my life now...
is so un-meaning full now
i hate my current life.
i wan him back badly!!!!!!
please dun ever leave me here again
please!!!!
:((

2009-07-09T19:10:00.002+08:00

Ytd work was not bad
it went smooth
=)
1 more day and i am leaving my work
hehe
happy sia
today work is ok lor
but 1 thing i dun like is that if u think u know so much & is better den me, prove it to me den. U dun know a think of our working ways & dun just act smart. IDIOT! Dun ever over-right me when i am manager on duty!
i hate it man.
but at least a customer came to me & thank me because i give them a good service
i was shock & happy!
=)
hehe..

2009-07-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

work for today is per normal
but still cork up during lunch time
sigh
feel so so sleeply today
the feeling is like nv sleep at all but i did
sigh
dunno la

today dear nv go to sch as it is all about basic stuff
which he had already master it
hehe
so he stay at home lor
=)
dear..
i promise i will take care of myself k
dun worry about me.
even though i am sick or wat is not ur fault as u are not in singapore to take care of me
so dun worry k dear
i will be fine
i will still be ur wife no matter wat happen k
will wait for the date (25 sept) to come
so that i can hug & kiss u
hehe
=)
i love u dear
enjoy ur lovely lunch k
muacks

2009-07-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

i am so so happy!
i got my card already
hehe
=)
dunno why cannot upload photo lei
sigh...

sat was my leave
so went out wif erna, arifah & arifah bf
to watch NDP
thankz to frankie (my bro) for giving me the ticket
=)
before went to meet arifah
i meet up wif erna first
went to collect the ring @ heart to heart jewellery that which dear has bought for me
hehe
after tat went to kfc & eat
yummy
long time nv eat already
=)
waited for arifah & the bf for very long sia
guess how long??
is...
2.5 hour!!!
damn long la.
ai yo
but nvm
indeed end we did enjoy the ndp
this year is quite cool
but i am kind of sad is because dear is not around
how i wish that he was with me watching it
:(
miss those days that i spent time wif dear during ndp
sent food to me, sent me home after ndp
so sweet of him
sigh..
now he is still in london alone
haiz...

sunday
didn't went out the whole day
as no plan & no mood
so stay at home the whole day
chatting with dear
=)
the only thing i went out was to go to church only lor
sigh

today
work is as per normal
morning shift again
new menu is out
is the same like heeren but there is abit of difference lor
me having stomach upset the whole day already sia
haiz...
have mouth pain also
i need my dear to give me a kiss den can heal
:P

i really miss him alot
though i keep saying it but is really true
i keep thinking of him all the time
how i wish he is not in london
also
how i wish he is not fooling around in london
not contacting any gals out there
even in the net also
sigh
i am really scare he will leave me
i am scare he will be like my ex which dump me
i dun wan it to happen
i am really sick and tired of it already
i wan to have a career & get settle down once is ready
dear will u be the one??
i love u dear
muacks.

2009-07-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

This post is for dear...
dear,
i know your life sucks over at london
as you have no frenz, family, love ones
no body to chat with, go out with, have fun with
i understand that dear
dear...
i am in singapore but u are in london
i still do concern about u,
care for u,
love u deeply,
thinking of u all the time
&
keep worring about u whether u got take care of urself anot
dear...
i really wanna settle down wif u
i am not fooling around wif any other guys anymore
i am serious about u!
i wan YOU! JUST YOU!
dear i promise u that i am not like ur other gals which u are wif the past
past is the past
the present is a brand new life which i promise u that is a totally different ting
i love u more den u love me
i am willing to sacrifice for u no matter wat
my life is within u
u are the most important guy right now
even arifah also agree. she knows me well.
dear... study hard over there. get the knowledge and remb it
u can also make use of it
u can use it & make it ur own way. as in ur own style of doing in
believe in urself!
i believe in u too. U can do it dear!
u have a great talent & a great future in ur hands
come back & help ur parents
so that they can rest & u handle it with good hands
anytings u wan me to help, i will be 24/7 there to help u
i love u dear
muacks
=)

2009-07-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

Sick...
i am gettin sick
sigh.
work suck all the time
but i am happy to make new friends
=)
today after work went to dear shop for a while
as i bought some muffins for his parents
hehe
didn't stay for long as they were so busy
so ya..
going for ndp 2mor
meetin erna, arifah, arifah bf & frankie
hehe
our brother
=)
can't wait for 2mor
!!!!

i love u dear!

2009-07-02T18:51:00.002+08:00

Work today was suck
hurt myself today
hot soup & drink spill on to my hand
sigh
somemore 2 times sia
haiz...
:(
miss dear alot
haiz...
dunno wat to blog also
:(

2009-07-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

Ytd slept at about 3+am
wake up at 6.50am
haha
late for work lor.
dun care la
=)
dear is doing fine at london
but got only some problem la..
so ya..

today work ok lor.
=)
christ sent me home by bike
hehe
cool
but scare also la
haha
now chatting wif dear
miss him
feel like he is in singapore just that cannot meet
haiz...
miss those days wif him
:(
miss that he will be back soon!!!!

2009-06-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today damn tired sia
slept at 2am.
london time 6pm
hahaha
wake up at 6am.
london time 10pm
hahahaha
work so sleeply sia
yawn
just now reach home 6pm
den sleep till 8+pm den eat dinner
hubby mom call me 2 time today sia
damn shock
hehehe
=)
now i feel that quite alot of ppl know me
haha
scare already sia
dear....
u better dun anyhow over at london k
will be faithfully waiting for u dear
=)
love u
muacks.

2009-06-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today work was ok
dear call me at about 3pm (singapore time)
his time is about 8am (london time) as wat he say
was so happy sia
=)
was damn happy but also feel kind of shock & sad
cause of work
haiz...
was also expected la
haiz...
guess is a good thing that i leave my work
was a good choice
2mor work 7am-5pm
sigh..
miss my dear so much.

2009-06-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

Last photo at airport
:(
me, hubby & his niece

me & frankie & niece

brothers...

Today afternoon when to dear hse for lunch & help me pack his sling bag
i am missing him badly already.
at this time now, 10.05pm
guess he is about to reach bankong den wait for transit to london at 1am
sigh
feel so lost & heart broken
....
keep cryin from afternoon till now
even now i still crying
sigh.
=(
how i wish now is sept so that he is back already
haiz...
counting down the days for his return
really need him
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
Do take good care.
Muacks.

2009-06-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

I WORD SAD!!!
My hubby is leaving today
:(
speechless.
sigh.
I am really gonna miss u.
:(
i love u dear.

2009-06-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

5 more days & dear is leaving
:(
sigh
treasurin the good times now
...........................

2009-06-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY!!!!
Dear gave me a ring!
A real RING!!!!
Photo will update soon
he propose to me
i dunno is it true.
But..
YA!
OMG!!!
Was shock & surprise!
:)
dear i am willin to marry you.
i promise!
muacks
hehehe
tonight cannot sleep already
hahahaha....
love him

2009-06-15T22:25:00.002+08:00

A special gift from my beloved dear
so sweet of him
=)

I recieve tis flower today
hehe...
was working while chatting wif him on the phone
den he say tat he is not coming but out of a sudden..
he came!
haha
was shock & suprise
=)
den after tat...
when i about to finish my work,
i sat beside him & he gave me this beautiful rose
wow....
i was damn shock
!!!!
OMG!
he is the sweetest guy i ever seen in my 18+ years of life
no 1 send/ give me flower be4.
he is the first 1
:P
i am so so so so happy!
I got to go now
my baby calling me
hehe
Bye...

LOVE U 4ever dear!
muacks!

2009-06-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

I miss him!
:'(
thus i was sick.
fri went to see doctor & doctor say i got food poison.
sigh
but nvm
friday i went out wif dear in the afternoon
to play basketball
den night went for dinner wif his army frenz
was fun & lots of laughter
=)

in 2 weeks time, my dear is leaving singapore to london
=(
i really very very sad & upset now adays
as i am really gonna miss him
i miss the fun, joy, happyness & more
sigh...
how...
wat am i gonna do?
will i work till i really go crazy & just dun tink about him?
but i can't!
I am very worry about him
Miss him
Dunno what is he doing there
How is he
I am alot of question in my mind when he is at london
but wat am i suppose to do
???
haiz...

I LOVE U DEAR!!!!
ANNE & Sebastian 4ever!
muacks
=)

2009-06-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

emm....
work is stable now
=)
the past few days alot of tings happen
sigh
but i am still strong
but.....
if she gonna piss me off again den she will be in deep trouble!
fucking slut.
haiz..

now adays i had so much fun wif my hubby
=)
always joke & laugh 2gether
hehe
must spent lots of time wif him now
cause real soon he is leaving...
in 27 more days
sigh.
tat is very very fast
time really flys very fast
:(

ok la
gtg now
2mor workin
nite nite

2009-05-22T23:31:00.001+08:00

=)
today after work went out wif dear
happy & fun
love to be with him
we are 11mths+ 2gether already
soon he is leaving singapore to london
sigh
for 3mths
damn
really dunno wat to do without him
:(

2009-05-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

1 word..
happy!
today my off day
enjoy alot
=)
went church wif dear 2day
after tat went to queensway to buy shoe
den to orchard to eat sushi buffet
yummy
:)
den play pool
lastly watch shuffle @ clarke quay area
was damn cool & fun la
damn!
i am really gonna learn sia
hehe
dear u gonna teach me right?
:P
tis tues, 19/05/09 will be our 11mths anniversary
so fast we are gonna be 2gether for 1yr already
time really flys fast
soon u gonna leave me already to london
sigh
i am really gonna miss u so much
anyway i am very sorry for hidding tings away from u.
i nv ever mean it.
i truly love u dear
sorry!
pls 4give me.
:(

2009-05-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

life really suck big time
!!!!!

Am i tat bad?
am i not a good person to being frenz wif or work wif?
wats wrong wif ppl now adays?
why are u guys treating me like tis?
i really wanna give up
!!!!!!!!!
i really hate it!
=(
why can't u guys understand my position now
why?
can't u tink about tat be4 u give my attidute
wat the fuck la
u will nv live in this world wif tis kind of FUCKING SHIT ATTIDUTE!!!
U BLOODY HELL!
give me a break la!
DAMN!
:(

2009-05-12T00:11:00.002+08:00

I am getting better
=)
now adays i am addicted to texas holdem poker at facebook
hehe
ah lee teach me den keep playing it already
=)
work is ok now
...
dear is sick
cause i spread to him
hehe
hope he is fine
pray for him tat he will get well soon
i miss him so much sia
been few adays nv meet him already
miss him alot
sigh
dunno when den can meet him
haiz...

love u dear!
muacks

2009-05-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

tired
tired
tired
i am really very very tired
work work work
sigh
:(

ytd was my off day
went out wif dear
play pool, bowling, eat sushi & watch movie
we watch friday the 13th
damn fucking scarly la
OMG sia

i miss my dear so much
guess i am really gonna be sick
as i am very tired already
really need a break sia
sigh.
:(

2009-05-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

Happy!
Today after work went to play pool wif dear, frankie & dear student
was fun sia
i win frankie & dear
hehe
=)
was luck la
feel happy today wif them
just dunno why
hmm...
work today was shit!
cause is damn fucking boring!
hehe

now adays i am kind of stress
cause of work & also someting is really troubling me
i dunno wat to do & how to help
sigh
maybe i really need to tink hard on how to help him
:(

i miss u so so so much!!!!
love u always hubby!
muacks
=)

2009-04-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

:'(
drink & drank ytd
feel damn fucking sad
& abit scare
but i will nv give up
i will still be there for u dear
trust me

now adays i am having abit of hot temper
dunno why sia
haiz...
work okok lor

i miss my ite sch life sia
i miss all my frenz
i miss the time tat i hang out wif my frenz
sigh
FITNESS TRAINING!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

today work 7am till 8pm
sigh
damn fucking tired sia
i am gonna break down soon
always working extra hours
:(

miss my dear so much
he is going london in 1mths+ time
damn!
i am gonna miss him badly
now adays i always work
dun have tat much time to spent time wif him
i am really sorry dear
sorry about tis friday also
even though is public holiday, yet i got to work
will spent time wif u on sunday, on my off day
ii am very very sorry

i really need a break
i real good rest!
:(

2009-04-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

today off day
went to play pool wif hubby
hahaha
i lose to him
sigh!
:P
walk walk
talk talk
i feel tat he is under alot of pressure
& stress
....
hope tat i can help him lor
so ya...

2009-04-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

SPEECHLESS!
:(

Work is tiring now
2mor working at 7am
damn
gonna sleep already
sat working at heeren
haha
got show
so can watch
hehehe
=)
tats about it
take care
byeee

2009-04-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

Stress...
Money still not in
:(
stress at work
started to smoke
fuck sey
tahan tahan tahan
lucky i still got my dear
=)

today cut my hair again
after work
shorter now
hehehe
cooler ma
=)
now life is work work work
money, now dun have
damn!

happy wif dear now
just now tok about our future
hehe
about marriage & child
hahaha
funny lor
miss lots of fun tat we use to spent time wif eachother
soon he is going london
damn
i will be alone
:'(
dunno wat to do sia
emm...
just make myself busy wif work lor
gonna miss my hubby so so so much
i love him baby!
muacks...

2009-04-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Happy at work today
=)
acting superviser now
hahaha
working closing for tis week
so cannot spent much time wif dear
sigh
:(
miss the fun wif him
miss my free time
haha
ok la.
dunno wat to update
gonna watch X Men origins
hahaha
byeee

2009-04-19T23:52:00.001+08:00

LOST!
Am i suppose to stop or continue
i really dunno
i keep tinking lor
dunno is it gonna last anot
sigh
lost of words

2009-04-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

STRESS!!!!
FUCK SIA!
No money & stress about work
sigh!
pay is late (camp pay)
now no money at all sia
damn shit!
@#$%!!!!

Dear...
i am so sorry
the past few days make u come down to pick me up
i know u are tired
but yet u still come
sorry tat i can't send u home
as my mom nag alot
like fuck sia
ass!!!!
but just wanna say thank you so much for all the tings u had done for me
i promise u that once my pay is out i will treat u k
sorry about tat
:(
i love u so much!

2009-04-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

I am very sorry
:(
1 million of sorry dear
i really nv mean it
i nv bad mood or wat dear
dear...
i know u are tired & bad mood
i am very sorry
pls 4give me
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
........

2009-04-13T20:07:00.002+08:00

These few days i feel very stress up
sigh
my parents lor
giving me alot of pressure
been crying non stop when i think about it
:(

work have been very very tired
last weekend i work at tampines 1
@ say cheese
was so fucking busy & tired la
sigh
got headach & leg tried like hell
but was happy tat my dear came to pick me up
although is just to see me la
but i am still happy about it
now adays he change alot sia
i mean is the way he treat me, totally different lor
=)
feel weird & shock
hahaha
so ya..
today work 7am
damn sleeply sia
2mor also
tis whole week work morning shift
so gonna sleep early.
tats about it la.

anyway fri was good friday
went to dear shop & help out
den went to cineleisure to buy ticket for dear, myself, frankie, jonathan & kenny
we watch fast & furious 4
was a nice movie lor
=)

so ya..
tats about it
=)

2009-04-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

Today damn fucking tired sia
Sigh
2mor no off also
FUCK AH
off day change to friday
feel so depressed when i heard tat as 2mor cannot go out
haiz..
=(
now adays..
everyday is work, work, work
haiz..
like no life at all sia
damn!

2009-04-05T23:43:00.004+08:00

Weird!

now adays dear is sweet & nice to me

hahaha

dunno why

Why now adays ppl keep adding me at msn? Say wanna know me. Iszit just because i post tis: 'Any1 wanna know me?' hahaha...

Work for me now is stable

happy for tat

today i work at heeren

damn boring sia

cause not much customer

so ya

next fri, sat, & sun will be workin at tamp (cheesecake)

so come down & support me

hehehe...

2009-04-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

I am starting to get use too it
=)
kind of enjoy it
but not tat much la.
as it is tiring lor
sigh.
2mor work 7am
gonna sleep soon
haiz..

2009-03-31T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today work is ok
not bad
haha
=)
had lots of fun & laughter
2mor off
good sia
can wake up late
where to go sia 2mor?
sigh.
dunno lei
hehe
...
emm....
dunno wat to type also
sigh

2009-03-30T18:11:00.002+08:00

haha..
crazy me
=)

My new frenz
hahaha
mcm paham...

Ytd went to dye back my hair colour
started my work today
at raffles place
damn tired sia
sigh
=)
make new frenz but they dun really tok to me much lor
haiz...
woke up at 5.45am today sia..
start work at 7am, ends at 5pm
2mor start at 10am, ends at 8pm
damn!
another tiring day
:(

Sentosa

2009-03-26T13:19:00.003+08:00

Ytd we went to sentosa

it was fun

got me, shirleen, arifah, bear, reynard, rizal, sebas, jonathan

lots of joke & laughter

hehe

miss my gf alot

after sentosa we went to harbo front to eat KFC

all was like hungry like hell

hahaha

we eat & joke alot

i was happy ytd after being know alot of things from him

so ya...

was shock & surprise & also abit sad (dunno why)

but overcome

i am happy

today gonna go out at night

to cut my hair

so long already so must cut

hehe

ok la

tats about it for now

byeee

Fresh & new

2009-03-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

I am back to blog again
=)
hehe....
life have been up & down for me
though there is alot of tings i need to do & settle but i still can manage it
now currently can't get into sports management but will still try my best to get in.
currently still looking for jobs
apply already but not yet reply
sigh...
............................................................................................................
2mor will be a fun day as i plan a sentosa trip for my frenz
=)
hope they will go & dun give me last minute back out
it will be a fun & enjoyable day
suntan, swimming, soccer, monkey
hahaha
lots of fun & laughter
...............................................................
tis few days keep slacking at home
playing facebook & listen to 987fm
=)
no money so nv go out lor
haha
hope to get a job soon & got money
..................................................................
my relationship life is ok
nothing much to update about
just wanna be happy always
................................................................
maybe tats all for now.
will update soon
after the sentosa trip
i guess
=)
tings to do now
good bye
take care
.................................................................

2009-01-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

Good bye ppl...
I am not gonna blog anymore
Take care ppl!
See ya.

Batam

2009-01-27T19:35:00.003+08:00

I am back from holiday..
:)
was a enjoying holiday for me
3 days 2 nite (for me)
4 days 3 nite (my parents)
how come they stay there for extra night is because we won lucky draw on our last day of tour so we got a complimentary hotel voucher
hee hee
i dun wanna stay
when my parents say we gonna extend 1 more night
i feel sad & angry
i was having emotional break down
as i miss him so so much
i really wanna go back home to see him, hug him & kiss him
tats why i came back home myself
now i feel happy as i get t0 see him 2mor!!
YEA!!!
=)

went batam to massage & put fireworks
hee hee
FUN!!!
but massage is PAINFUL!!!
hahahaha
=)
i almost cry sia
haiz..
food is nice & cheap
enjoy the place there
XD

got to go now
Wish every1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
=)

2009-01-20T20:02:00.002+08:00

a brand new me
hee hee
=)
me at mac having my lunch
today morning there is no class
so we leave early to go amk hub
actually go there was to catch a movie
but there is no movie tat we wan & also kind of late
so ya...
when to mac lor

this few days there is alot of things going on
haiz...
dun wanna say much
anyway..
i apply higher nitec already
dunno when get result lei
hee hee
few more days and i am out of singapore
hahahahaha
=)

ite amk teambuilding was fun & learning point for me
some classes was good but some are okok
hee hee
emm...
tats about it for now
chatting wif frenz..
byeee

teambuilding

2009-01-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

Today start the teambuilding at ite amk
first session was bad
cause only 6 boys
and only 6 ppl in a class
is like...
OMG!!!
hahaha
but 2nd session was good
a very active class
was about 32 students
haha...
only me , farhana & anthony conduct the team building
dunno spell his name correct anot also
:P

so happy tat my dear send me to sch 2day
hee hee
he wear until so smart & handsome
=)
love him so much!

Tired

2009-01-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

I am working already
temp job as a sales promoter
at bishan NTUC
selling beer
hee hee
=)
Just for CNY la
super tired lor
stand the whole day long
miss my dear so so much
nv meet for almost a week already
haiz...
gonna meet him 2mor
YEA!!
haha

emm....
dunno wat to write already
blog again soon den
take care ppl
byeee

Holiday

2009-01-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

I am still in my dream & yet to wake up
just dun feel like waking up
i just wan to stay in my dream
but...
haiz...
sad to say, i really got to wake up from my dream
i seriously in love with my beloved dear, sebastian chan
he is just like my shining star which will 4ever be there for me
i love him so much
=)

Now i am jobless cause of personal reason
but nvm
is time to relax myself
going batam on CNY
den to curise on Feb
hahaha
also my parents plan 1.
is good also as to let me really relax myself & to go for a short break
=)
haven been to anywhere since my attachment start

lots of thing is going on my mind tat i need to do
but...
i just dunno why i dun do it
stupid me!
dunno wat course to study,
wat i wan to be in the future
iszit a coach?
i really dunno!
i am really lose
i just feel tat i need some1 to guide me along
haiz...
:(

gtg
TV time
hee hee
=)

Photo time

2009-01-02T16:01:00.002+08:00

2009-01-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

emm... is been almost a week i nv post.
dec 24
dear came to my hse for dinner
my aunti cook dinner for him
so sweet sia
=)
had lots of joke & laughter wif him

dec 25
went to church in the morning wif my cousin
den go for visit at their side
den back to my hse for dinner
parents not around but still yet so noisy
hahaha
tat day was not bad
but sad was my dear got duty
haiz..
is ok
at least get to spent time wif him on the eve

dec 26-27
went for level camp instructor course
@ mount faber
i know this from erna
was waiting for her at queensway at about 7.20am
den i saw Van
haha
surprise is tat she is joining the camp too
=)
at last i got another frenz is there
sad things is tat ieshah last minute cannot go cause of personal reason as i am not suppose to say it out
the camp was fun
i enjoy & learned alot of things
so happy that my bf came to pick me up on the last day of camp @ 9pm
so late already but he came to pick me up & send me home
so so sweet of him
=)

dec 29
early morning dear came to my hse & pick me up to go sentosa
had fun at sentosa wif him
hee hee
bully eachother in the sea
=)
went to watch bedtime stories
is damn funny lor
is good to watch it
be4 we watch movie we went to play time zone
hahaha
is was so fun & tired

dec 31
last day of 2008
i had fun wif dear, frankie, john, ken, shawn, wilson
6 guy & 1 gal
haiz..
but nvm..
meet dear they all around 4pm at bugis
den head down to paradiz centre to play lan
the guys play, i nv play at all..
they start at about 6pm & ends at 10pm
haha
me just sit there & watch lor
after tat we walk down to esplanade to countdown
found ourselves a good spot which we can see fireworks very clear
=)
it was so so crowed!
hard to walk as my leg is pain also
haha
emm...
reach home at about 2pm
den sleep as i was super tired

Jan 1
new year
=)
morning meet dear & his whole family for lunch & inline skating
i was damn freaking scare la
cause nv meet his family be4
but they are very very kind & fun loving
nice to know them
finish at about 2pm we left to go chinatown & walk walk
den back to my hse to meet my family for dinner
hahaha
is like today the brand new year is to meet both side parents
cute!
:)
emm...
My uncle once see him den he say PASS!
haha
means tat i can still go out wif him
hee hee
was fun having him at my hse
he eat alot sia
emm...

will upload some pic which i took for the past few days
got to go now
very tired
take care
byeee

LOVE u lots dear!

2008-12-22T19:57:00.002+08:00

alot of things happen at my bf blog
his ex tag him at his blog
haiz...
i really dunno why they just dun give him chance?
WHY???
He is not a bad guy wat
he is very kind hearted, caring guy
but why they dun appreicate it
sigh!
now wan to complain alot of things
wan me to break up wif him cause dun wan me to get hurt?
wat rubbish is tat man?
Just get a life la gals!
Accept it or leave it!

i seriously love him alot
is really hard to find a guy like him
i seriously happy to be wif him
although there is ups & down but is also good for our relationship
=)
i appreicate watever he do for me
thank god for knowing him
i Love u dear!
Muacks!

2008-12-21T10:39:00.002+08:00

me & him
=)

singapore is nv dirty free

boring...

waiting for fishes

emptyness

i am the 1 who took the photo

hahahaha

as i am damn bored lor

i went to snowcity on wed to celebrate my niece bday

hee hee

was damn freaking fun la

hahaha

but was very tired also as i didn't had enough rest the day be4.

my number has change already

no more using my old number

so if any1 wan to know my new number, tag me den

sebas & me now adays getting better

we are trying to know eachother well

i know he is different from other guys but i still love him

he will always be my dear

i love him so much!

he gonna be ORD soon

hahaha

he damn happy lor

but he is going to UK in 6-7mths time

haiz...

i am be damn freaking sad

life now adays is ok

but me still confuse of wat i really wan to do in the future

dunno whether to take wat course next year

i am so confuse

gonna need to support myself in studies as my parents is not gonna support me anymore

haiz...

too bad as it is me who choose to have a bf

so i have to accept it lor

Nvm la

will work for more jobs den

ok tats about it for today

take care ppl

byeee

I LOVE U DEAR!!!!!

I am back...

2008-12-20T12:32:00.001+08:00

It is been very long since i blog.

emm...

alot of tings happen

ya...

will upload alot of picture soon

tats about it for now.

busy wif my laptop.

byeee

take care

2008-12-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

I am back...
hahaha...
been slacking at home, busy going out wif bf
hahahaha
kind of bored already
Sigh
serious i dunno wat i wan for my future lei
haiz...
stress & lost!

ok la
tats about it for today
take care
byeee
anyway i change my number already.
if u wan to know, tag me or msn...

2008-11-28T00:09:00.001+08:00

haiz....
damn freaking no mood to blog already
i am not gonna blog for the time being
GOOD BYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Over

2008-11-23T23:46:00.002+08:00

My attachment is over
now me workin as a part timer
emm...
thinking of finding another part time job
haiz...
dunno wanna work as wat lei...
need to save up alot of money for my studies lor
haiz...
gonna work like hell
damn
i gonna miss my students & my frenz
:(
today is my last day
had a great party just now
hahaha
had alot of good dancers
=)
i did had a great time wif them also
cute & funny
miss the fun already
but the important ting now
is to really get enough rest first
:D

ok la
emm...
tats about it for 2day
gonna do my report 2mor already
take care ppl
byeee

LOve u Dear!!!
miss u so much!
=)
muacks!
Anne Luv Sebastian :)

2008-11-21T15:30:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!
is such a embrassed ting
:(
ARIFAH!
ARIFAH!
ARIFAH!!!!
hahahahaha
haiz...
funny sia
now got to go buy a new 1 already
damn
=(
ok la.
tats about it
byeee

2008-11-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

Ytd was 5th anniversary wif my dear
=)
Was happy to be wif him
play basketball today in the morning
hahaha
know new tings
=)
emm...
he is a really very sweet guy

december onwards i am gonna be damn busy
got work, holiday & events
emm...
got to really excerise also
hahaha
i want to slim down
gonna slim down wif my dear...
:)
ok la
tats about it la
watching online movie now
byee ppl

unbreakable

2008-11-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

i break my dear heart today
haiz...
i also heart broken
i am in the wrong
:(
i am very sorry dear
i am jealous of her
tats why.
i am very sorry
i dun ever wan to break up wif u
u are my everyting dear
my heart melt just because of u
my tears keep droppin because of u
i choose u is because i love u deeply
i nv had the intendtion to break ur heart
as u are very important to me
i love u 1314!
muacks

*ANNE*

2008-11-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

I love my dear so so much

he is my first chinese bf i ever had

=)

i miss him alot

emm...

he is a very sweet & loving guy

so ya

work now adays is ok for me

nth much to say

attachment ending next week

report & presentation haven do sia

hahaha

emm....

will do it soon la

i hope so

:P

ok la

i dunno wat to type already

ppl take care k

byeee

2008-11-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

I dunno wat to blog about
i just feel so stupid
i dunno why i say those word just now to my bf
haiz...
damn hell la
make a big mistake
:(

2mor off day
gonna stay at home in the morning
after tat den pick dear up
miss him so much
ok la
i no mood to blog already
take care
byeee

2008-11-04T22:18:00.001+08:00

I miss him so so much!!!!
i miss my dear....
haiz...
now can't spend much time as he got alot of duty
haiz....
damn sad sia
=(
i really dunno wat to do when he is in UK
haiz...
i love him so so so much!!!!

SWEET!

2008-11-01T22:38:00.001+08:00

I really realise tat there is a very sweet & loving guy in this world
he is my bf
i seriously dunno why gals dun treasure him??
why??
is so unfair to him lor
haiz...
i am really gonna treasure him like gold!
he is damn freaking kind hearted la
sigh!!!!
I dun wan to tok about it la
his ex just dun understand
haiz...
:'(

2008-10-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

Emm....
i dunno wat to blog about lei
just feeling very down
dunno why also
haiz...

i really hope me & my bf can really last long
haiz..
next yr he is going UK
i really dunno wat am i gonna do sia
will damn miss him lor
sigh!
alot of ting happen between he & his ex
so ya
dun really wan to tok much about it
i just hope for the best lor
wish he really get back his interest in hairstyling
he has a very bright future ahead
so hope he will do well in it
=)
I LOVE U DEAR!
muacks

=)

2008-10-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

FRIENDS!
=)

MY BELOVED GF!
:)

MY BELOVED HUBBY!!!!!
I love him so so much!!!!
=)

Today we went to sentosa to relax ourselves
hee hee
had so much fun sia
emm...
the sad ting is tat my ring lose
haiz...
damn fucking sad sia
but the ring is just a ting
so
wat matter the most to me is tat i love him alot
& he belongs to me!

ok la
will update soon
gtg now
byeee
good nite ppl
=)

2008-10-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MANGO!
Hee hee
=)
is so damn freaking nice lor

tis is me
hahahaha
long time nv upload pic already also
:P

photo session time!
hahaha
today i am back to UE
was fun & happy
cause i get to see my sisters again
hee hee
=)
miss her so much sia
miss her laughter
:P

2mor working again
haiz...
off only on sat
damn!
& sat is my last event
DAMN!
still injured
dunno tis sat can anot also
haiz...
just do my best la
wish me luck den
=)

got to go now
take care
byeee

2008-10-18T02:08:00.002+08:00

Is over!!!!!
everyting is over
but i am ok
dun worry
hee hee

2mor is IVP
damn
i am really scare sia
haiz...
2mor got javelin & shot put
dunno can strength also anot
haiz...
wish me luck den
=)

emm...
dunno wat to write already
cause i am lose of words
hee hee
good nite
take care
byeee

happy!

2008-10-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

today i recieve my belated bday gift from arifah
hee hee
so sweet of her
=)
she bought me a winnie the pooh
so happy sia
:D
den after work we go bugis for
shopping
hee hee
bought 2 tude & a shirt
so happy sia

now toking to my dear dear
emm...
ok la
tats about it
=)

happy!

2008-10-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

I am so so happy today
=)
the first ting is tat i get to meet my dear dear today
the second ting is tat my pay get increase
YEA!!!!
at last.
hahahaha
was damn happy when i saw my dear dear
had lots of fun wif him just now
& also joke
hee hee
when i reach home,
i recieve an sms tat my pay increase
&
i was damn freaking happy!
hee hee
=)

ya...
2mor & sat i will be at kallang
next 2 week gonna be a training week
as i am going swimming & gym everyday
cause on the 18 oct & 25 oct i got competition
so ya...
is IVP.
so must train hard lor.
somemore i wanna slim down ma
tis time my bf gonna slim down wif me
hee hee
:D
good luck to the both of us!

sorry

2008-10-08T13:01:00.002+08:00

i am really sorry my dear dear
cause i did someting wrong
haiz...
i also dunno why i nv tell him earlier

emm...
today is my off day
feel so boring sia
at home also nth to do
haiz...
so sad tat my bf has duty today
:(
i really love him so much
emm....
i feel so happy whenever i am wif him
i nv really felt tis way be4 wif my ex
i really wish tat no 1 can break us up
lose him if like losing a heart
it hurts so much till i can't live without it

I LOVE U ALOT DEAR DEAR
i really wan to meet u everyday but is impossible as u got duty
SIGH!
i really dunno wat am i gonna do next yr when u went oversea to study
haiz....
=(

=(

2008-10-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

My life now adays has always been up & down
haiz...
my parents dun wanna support me in my studies if i am into relationship
stress!!!!
i really dunno wat i wan for my future
i am so lost!!!!!!
:(
now i really need help...
work has been hard for me as i am running around
they are using me sia
but why must be me??
WHY???
am i so easily to bully?
am i?
haiz.....
life suck big time!!!