5 more days to my bday
my 19th bday
hehe
=)
i guess i am not celebrating wif bday tis yr
u know why?
cause i dunno who to celebrate wif????
my parents?? No. cause they dun celebrate my bday at all.
my dear?? No. He is still at london.
frenz?? guess no 1 even remb it.
so ya...
guess is just like normal day lor
morning go to work den night back home
tats all...
is ok.
i am already use to it. so is fine
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ytd night was a very horrible night for me
due to some reason
i cry the whole night. even till i fall asleep.
imainging today my eyes was so swollon.
is like omg la
regret of crying too much but i can't stop it also
haiz...
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anyway dear....
no matter wat i always love u.
no matter wat ever maru say about me or wat
she is nothing better than me too.
so just let her fuck off.
sorry if i hurt u by saying tis about her.
i love u dear.
let me ask u tis over here...
DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?
DO YOU REALLY WANNA MARRY ME?
tag me wif your answer dear.
muacks
bye....