Life is so boring now... I feel so lonely & upset.
after dear left for london, life is so boring without him
no 1 to chat with, no 1 to go out wif
is totally different now
i am so sad & lost
now adays after work i go home
off day say at home or go work place & slack
is totally boring at all.
although i got my frenz but they are all so busy with their own life
even thought example like last week i went out wif arifah & erna for ndp
i dun feel that much happy & exciting
as is not like use to be before
the feeling is not there anymore
i just wan him to be back here
although i look happy in front of him in cam or in front of my work frenz & own fren
but deep down in my heart i feel sad, stress, hurtful
:(
seriously... i nv had this kind of feeling before.
i guess i am very fall in a deep relationship
this few days after work i went home, otw home i see coupls...
they are so loving
=(
i feel sad!
i really miss him alot
although i dun share it but deep down in my heart i keep crying non stop
i am jealous of ppl which there stead dun need to travel oversea to study or wat.
when i was otw home just now, i suddenly think of dear again
miss those day where we always go to, wat we always talk about, joke & laugh about,
hang out wif frankie, go to his shop, fight about...
miss all those moments.
seriouslly..
my life change alot since he left for london
is like i have no where else to go without him wif me.
either i stay at home or i go work thats all.
thats my life for now.
even i am at home, wat i can do only is to watch tv or go online to see if he is there.
life suck big time!
i hate my life now...
is so un-meaning full now
i hate my current life.
i wan him back badly!!!!!!
please dun ever leave me here again
please!!!!
:((