Friday, July 31, 2009
today my godmother when for eye tatoo
damn scarly la
is so painfull lor
feel pain for her
she bought for me and kat durian sia
yummy
thanz godmother
hehehe...
emm..
dear..
i miss u badly
i today dream of u come back already
sigh...
love u hubby
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Finailly!
I have finailly cut a human hair!!!
i cut uniform layer today
was damn scare but steady
hehe
was so happy sia
finally i can feel the real ting
hehehe
=)
miss dear so much
few days nv chat wif him already
dunno how is he
dear... have u recieve the money?
ur mom keep askin me.
miss u hubby
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
emm...
wat am i gonna blog today?
kind of getting use to work at hubby shop already
now everyting goes smooth & well
just need to practice more on my cutting
wash not bad already.
blow okok lor
setting still abit slow. Timing half an hour
hehe..
paper work doing well
today after work went home wif hubby mom
she ask me whether i am use to it already anot
she say i am a fast learner
only there for almost 2 week & i already do quite well
but i am still not satisfie lor
i feel so disappointed sia
emm..
i guess my expectation for myself is not up to standard yet
i am scare that once dear is back i will damn stress up
cause i might not be able to catch up or not up to his standard tat he wants.
sigh...
but i am very happy & enjoy alot working wif kat, terrence, xiao yun (student), manzhen (dunno the correct spelling) hehe...
they are so funny lor
we always joke but we are very serious during our own practice.
eachday got new student coming in to learn
sometimes i got to go professional side to wash customer hair
so weird lor
me still a student but go to professional side to wash customer hair.
today went to professional side wash a person hair den after tat straighten her hair
first time sia.. slight burn on my hand sia.
sigh...
today feel ok but got a slight headach.
guess i really need a break. gonna rest already
....
now my life is in the shop already
my future, dream, stable career, marriage..
is in the shop & to my future husband (if possible lor)
hehe..
so gonna put in my heart & soul to do well
wish me luck...
i love u hubby
muacks.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Emm...
gonna stop blogging for sometime
just dun feel like blogging
as i really have nothing to blog about
life is just as per normal
love life??
frenz? all busy.
i now is work & go home. Thats all.
boring life now
no where to go
no 1 to hang out with
is so damn boring to come home
sigh
ya.. thats about it la.
anyway pls do spread the news...
wash & blow - $3
cut - $6
colour - $20+
do give me a call or sms me when u wanna do ur hair.
97778734
THANK YOU!
=)
Friday, July 24, 2009
FUCK LA
wats wrong wif u ah
i come home early but nv bring key also must get scolding from u
nv do anyting wrong and yet u must shout at me?
wat the fuck u wan sia...
u bad mood den must vent ur anger on me ah?
fuck u la..
maid sick den ask me to sleep early la. ask her not to drink cold water la
why must put all the blam on me? just because of that stupid key?
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I love my dear too..
dear...
i feel that you had change alot since u when to london
but is it true will have to see when u are back.
work as a hairstylies is cool & stress sometimes
so ya..
me learning cut hair now
is so difficult lor. Sigh.
Really got to practice alot.
sigh.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
19/07/09
1 yr 1 mth anniversary with my dear
love him so much
i trutly love him also
i already make him as my future husband.
time has past fast. he left for london for 1 mth already
soon he is coming back.
miss him so badly
pls come back safely.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
My phone spoilt
argh...
all my contacts lost already sia
damn!
so bought a new phone
haiz..
broke already
dunno whether my bank money is enough for me till i get my pay
somemore dunno when is my pay for my new job sia
haiz...
damn!
:(
today work not bad
i now gonna learn blow dry & colouring
cool huh?
but is damn difficult la
so many things to learn each day
sigh...
but i am happy to work there
is fun to learn new stuff & also make frenz wif the ppl that i like.
hehehe...
i love u sebastian hubby
Thursday, July 16, 2009
1 word, sad!
very very dissapointed!
good bye!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
First day at my brand new work place.
1 word, Cool.
haha...
emm...
kind of feel weird, stress, pressure.
is like... a brand new things that i really have to learn
make frenz wif it
so ya..
my timing is 9.30-3pm (learn the module & include lunch break)
3-7.30pm (paperwork, admin & more)
no off day from now till exam time
sigh.
i dunno whether i can cope anot?
stress me up the most is the exam... i dunno whether i can make it anot. as it is really very hard for me. haiz...
2mor is another day again
2mor got to go WDA to sumit form den go to work
:(
sigh...
i miss my dear alot.
talk about him today at work.
his student, terence keep bully me sia
haha... but he is funny & he teach me too
=)
thanz kat also. she will be my mentor for all my module.
today started to learn hairwash & abit of setting.
today i got to wash 2 ppl hair!!!!
yes ah!!
cool man
=)
wash chong & a customer hair
was scare & nervous
but still have long way to learn & improve on lor...
sigh...
slowly day by day i got alot of things to do, learn, remb....
sigh...
stress!
now i know how dear feel at work.
haiz....
Monday, July 13, 2009
today went back to work & help
all of them shock sia
hahaha...
nth much to update about work
dear is sick
sigh
:(
feel bad that he is lonely & sick over there
& i can't do anyting to help him or take care of him
i am so sorry dear
pls do take good care of urself k
i am worry about u
:(
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Life is so boring now... I feel so lonely & upset.
after dear left for london, life is so boring without him
no 1 to chat with, no 1 to go out wif
is totally different now
i am so sad & lost
now adays after work i go home
off day say at home or go work place & slack
is totally boring at all.
although i got my frenz but they are all so busy with their own life
even thought example like last week i went out wif arifah & erna for ndp
i dun feel that much happy & exciting
as is not like use to be before
the feeling is not there anymore
i just wan him to be back here
although i look happy in front of him in cam or in front of my work frenz & own fren
but deep down in my heart i feel sad, stress, hurtful
:(
seriously... i nv had this kind of feeling before.
i guess i am very fall in a deep relationship
this few days after work i went home, otw home i see coupls...
they are so loving
=(
i feel sad!
i really miss him alot
although i dun share it but deep down in my heart i keep crying non stop
i am jealous of ppl which there stead dun need to travel oversea to study or wat.
when i was otw home just now, i suddenly think of dear again
miss those day where we always go to, wat we always talk about, joke & laugh about,
hang out wif frankie, go to his shop, fight about...
miss all those moments.
seriouslly..
my life change alot since he left for london
is like i have no where else to go without him wif me.
either i stay at home or i go work thats all.
thats my life for now.
even i am at home, wat i can do only is to watch tv or go online to see if he is there.
life suck big time!
i hate my life now...
is so un-meaning full now
i hate my current life.
i wan him back badly!!!!!!
please dun ever leave me here again
please!!!!
:((
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Ytd work was not bad
it went smooth
=)
1 more day and i am leaving my work
hehe
happy sia
today work is ok lor
but 1 thing i dun like is that if u think u know so much & is better den me, prove it to me den. U dun know a think of our working ways & dun just act smart. IDIOT! Dun ever over-right me when i am manager on duty!
i hate it man.
but at least a customer came to me & thank me because i give them a good service
i was shock & happy!
=)
hehe..
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
work for today is per normal
but still cork up during lunch time
sigh
feel so so sleeply today
the feeling is like nv sleep at all but i did
sigh
dunno la
today dear nv go to sch as it is all about basic stuff
which he had already master it
hehe
so he stay at home lor
=)
dear..
i promise i will take care of myself k
dun worry about me.
even though i am sick or wat is not ur fault as u are not in singapore to take care of me
so dun worry k dear
i will be fine
i will still be ur wife no matter wat happen k
will wait for the date (25 sept) to come
so that i can hug & kiss u
hehe
=)
i love u dear
enjoy ur lovely lunch k
muacks
Monday, July 6, 2009
i am so so happy!
i got my card already
hehe
=)
dunno why cannot upload photo lei
sigh...
sat was my leave
so went out wif erna, arifah & arifah bf
to watch NDP
thankz to frankie (my bro) for giving me the ticket
=)
before went to meet arifah
i meet up wif erna first
went to collect the ring @ heart to heart jewellery that which dear has bought for me
hehe
after tat went to kfc & eat
yummy
long time nv eat already
=)
waited for arifah & the bf for very long sia
guess how long??
is...
2.5 hour!!!
damn long la.
ai yo
but nvm
indeed end we did enjoy the ndp
this year is quite cool
but i am kind of sad is because dear is not around
how i wish that he was with me watching it
:(
miss those days that i spent time wif dear during ndp
sent food to me, sent me home after ndp
so sweet of him
sigh..
now he is still in london alone
haiz...
sunday
didn't went out the whole day
as no plan & no mood
so stay at home the whole day
chatting with dear
=)
the only thing i went out was to go to church only lor
sigh
today
work is as per normal
morning shift again
new menu is out
is the same like heeren but there is abit of difference lor
me having stomach upset the whole day already sia
haiz...
have mouth pain also
i need my dear to give me a kiss den can heal
:P
i really miss him alot
though i keep saying it but is really true
i keep thinking of him all the time
how i wish he is not in london
also
how i wish he is not fooling around in london
not contacting any gals out there
even in the net also
sigh
i am really scare he will leave me
i am scare he will be like my ex which dump me
i dun wan it to happen
i am really sick and tired of it already
i wan to have a career & get settle down once is ready
dear will u be the one??
i love u dear
muacks.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
This post is for dear...
dear,
i know your life sucks over at london
as you have no frenz, family, love ones
no body to chat with, go out with, have fun with
i understand that dear
dear...
i am in singapore but u are in london
i still do concern about u,
care for u,
love u deeply,
thinking of u all the time
&
keep worring about u whether u got take care of urself anot
dear...
i really wanna settle down wif u
i am not fooling around wif any other guys anymore
i am serious about u!
i wan YOU! JUST YOU!
dear i promise u that i am not like ur other gals which u are wif the past
past is the past
the present is a brand new life which i promise u that is a totally different ting
i love u more den u love me
i am willing to sacrifice for u no matter wat
my life is within u
u are the most important guy right now
even arifah also agree. she knows me well.
dear... study hard over there. get the knowledge and remb it
u can also make use of it
u can use it & make it ur own way. as in ur own style of doing in
believe in urself!
i believe in u too. U can do it dear!
u have a great talent & a great future in ur hands
come back & help ur parents
so that they can rest & u handle it with good hands
anytings u wan me to help, i will be 24/7 there to help u
i love u dear
muacks
=)
Friday, July 3, 2009
Sick...
i am gettin sick
sigh.
work suck all the time
but i am happy to make new friends
=)
today after work went to dear shop for a while
as i bought some muffins for his parents
hehe
didn't stay for long as they were so busy
so ya..
going for ndp 2mor
meetin erna, arifah, arifah bf & frankie
hehe
our brother
=)
can't wait for 2mor
!!!!
i love u dear!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Work today was suck
hurt myself today
hot soup & drink spill on to my hand
sigh
somemore 2 times sia
haiz...
:(
miss dear alot
haiz...
dunno wat to blog also
:(
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Ytd slept at about 3+am
wake up at 6.50am
haha
late for work lor.
dun care la
=)
dear is doing fine at london
but got only some problem la..
so ya..
today work ok lor.
=)
christ sent me home by bike
hehe
cool
but scare also la
haha
now chatting wif dear
miss him
feel like he is in singapore just that cannot meet
haiz...
miss those days wif him
:(
miss that he will be back soon!!!!
