Ytd was fun sia.... I went to school already den about few minutes later i go do my FOA practical test. So now i clear my FOA practical and leg press test. Hee hee... now i left with shuttle run and VO2 max. Den after school went to simei ite to watch soccer match, west vs east. Was a tough game la cause it was raining and the field is horrible lor. Indeed end B & A boys lost to east by 3-0. Haiz... Anyway good job guys!
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After tat erna, arifah, arifah bf and me went to tampines mall to search 4 spongebob squarepants towel cause i wanna buy for RIZAl. But we didn't find anyting anyway i am in a hurry too. Cause i meeting my dear 6.30pm but indeed end i reach there 7pm. But he also just reach lor. HAhaha.... Den we head to changi airport. Went to T3 and walk walk 4 awhile, den the syafiq la keep disturb me sia. Den later on arifah join him to disturb me. Haiz... Dear also nv help me lor.
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After they left around 8+, dear n me jalan jalan around lor. Den we sit down and talk some stuff. I was abit heart pain at times dunno why lei. Just feel hurts. Haiz.... But why must u out of a sudden ask me those question??????? WHY?????? Am i not suit 4 u or wat?????? I really hope u can treat me as wat u treat ur ex. But i dun tink it will happen la, So i just 4get about it lor. I will always give in den. Anyway i already use to it. Please try to change abit for me can??? I dun wanna lose u. I really love u alot dear!
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We left changi airport about 10pm. So we take the train home. Actually i wanna take bus home cause not a long journey ma but i know tat he will not send me home de so i just take train lor. I layan him lor. Haiz... So i drop off at raffles place and took red line back home myself. I was like.... Kind of sad but tink back is like as usual la. Is not the first time i am going back home alone already lor. Befor we break tat time, i was the 1 who always sent him back den went home myself athough is very late and sure will gat scolding from parents. But i just dun care lor. But i treat him so well and yet he bastard me. Like WAT THE FUCK SIA!!!!! Fucking angry sia. But we still patch back lor. Haiz... U know me la, easily to 4give ppl 1 lor. Haiz... So now i am trying not to take things to hard. Trying to let go some of my feelings in tis relationship cause i dun wanna get hurt so badly again. So now i am trying not to love him tat facking much la, just normal la. Haiz...
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ANyway ytd was kind of feeling unwell too. Abit fever and feel like vomiting. HAiz.... Reach home alre call dear to let him know tat i reach home but he haven reach home yet. Haiz... Den i went to bath and ate some food before i ate medicine. Was going to bed alre den dear call. So i just let him know tat i reach home den i dun feel like talking on the phone wif him so i say i wanna go sleep already. Tats wat happen ytd lor...
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Dunno wanna meet him 2mor lei... HAiz.... Now adays i lose hope of myself lor. I dunno wat happen to me also. I feel tat i might break down anyting without i realise it. School already make me so stress up. Now problems 1 by 1 come. WTH sia.... Exams coming too... Super stress and dunno can pass anot lei. Haiz....
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See how 2mor la. If we meet 2mor see wat he gonna ask me again lor. Or wat la... Dunno la. HAiz.... Hope 2mor will be a better day 4 me lor. Since exams is round the corner i gonna push my limits lor. Gonna study damn hard sia. Relationship and CCA put aside first la. Wish me luck guys! After exam den i will tink about it la. Whether to continue my CCA anot lor.
