Feeling kind of down now.... Now talking to ARIFAH at msn. She ask me about ytd den i suddenly break down. Haiz... Why am i so emotional ah??? WHY????
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Am i not good? I know i am not tat pretty or wat but i am still myself. Can't u accept or trust me??? WTH la! I have already give in for so long i tink is time for me to stop and clear things out with u. I have been suffering 4 so long but yet u dun know a ting cause u know wat? U DUN KNOW ME TAT WELL! But i do know u tat well. I tink when i clear tings out wif him 2mor i am gonna cry infront of him sia. Will damn sad lor. Haiz..... I now learning malay is because of u too but u like dun appreciate it lor. Haiz....
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Anyway thanz Arifah for being there 4 be always. When i am down, she is always there 4 me. When i am happy, she also always there 4 me. How sweet of her! ^_^ I am really glad to know her! Love her lots! As a frenz only ah. I am straight not lesb ah. Hee hee.....
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2mor sch again! Hee hee.... So gonna meet my dear 2mor. Most likely la if he wanna meet lor. Dunno him la. Haiz... Now i stop talkin about him den. Good nite guys!
I truely love u! Hope u really really trust me and love me honestly. I can't afford to lose u, hope u had the same feelings too. LOVE U LOTS DEAR!
